Forest of Confusion

Hi, my name is Miguel

Recently, I've been off my Christian life. For some time now, I haven't been reading my Bible, going to church, or praying. I would only pray every time I did something wrong and I don't pray anymore just to talk to God. Isn't that the main reason why you pray? To talk to God?

Just like a friend, God is someone we should talk to every time. Once we stop talking to a friend, our relationship deteriorates. It's practically the same with God. The more we avoid Him, the more the relationship starts to become worthless and ugly.

Right now I'm at the point where I find blasphemy funny, Jesus jokes funny, and some other bad things I know are bad but I still laugh at. If we're on the same page... Trust me, it's not too late! We can still crawl back to the Father. It's not going to be easy, we're gonna need to start from scratch. We're also gonna have to give up the things we think are funny and nice, THEN we can start over. I don't know about you, but I think I wanna start a clean slate. You feel that thing inside you telling you NOT to start over? Yeah, that's the devil... I can feel him too. But I refuse to fall under his clutches. I shall follow the Lord and I shall stop wandering in the forest of confusion.

Some may call me a hypocrite, but I'd call myself one too... I've said these words more than a million times already and still I remain STUPID. As much as I try to turn away from sin with my own strength. I realize it's impossible. I cannot do this alone! I need God to give me a hand. We all need someone to pull us up when we are deep in the hole.